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♥ Friday, December 21, 2007♥
crooning to unpretty by tlc with only my n fadz still awake as for the rest seems to be lost in their own lala land.
with parents away,i was put on test to overcome soo many things.
guess it's high time for me to be independent n stand on my own feet rather than rely on them like how i used to be.
working life forever been a bitch.
the words backlogs,urgent,complaints etc seems to be a taboo and surely drive me up the wall all the time.
but somehow it trains me to be more disciplined n the most impt thing,more ORGANISED.
and i cant afford to be forgetful like how i used to, which is damn good lah..
i just have to learn to be more calm n take one thing at a time.
like what love always tell me'jgn byk pikir.'
to think back,this year has been a breeze for me thou somehow along the away i stumbled upon few things which always leave me on the brink of breaking down.
luckily i'm surrounded by all those beautiful people.
speaking of those beautiful people,
i'm really grateful for the chances given to have them as part of my life.
parents-my pillar of strength.
the ones that i can rely on thru ups n downs.
the ones who never ever give up on me thou i know sometime i can make their veins,arteries etc burst.heh.
sistas-my nerve-wrecking buggers.
despite all those verbal abuses that i just love to hurl at you girls,i still love u all la.
hafriz-my love.
being with u is a bliss.!to grow with you is all i'm asking for.=)
the geng-bunch of best terpelanting people.
aku syg each n every1 of u all.
cuzzies-bunch of retarded people who can seriously make me shriek with laughters till i nearly pee in the pants..ALL THE TIME HOKEY.
julie d-my best colleague,close fren,lunch kaki,financial consultant and the list could just go on.
seriously babe,thank you soo much for everything.
thou we just get to know each other like only in july but i know i can rely on you through thick n thins.
fathanah-the thought of u being miles away from me is saddening.
no more koala bear hugs from you.n no more punching bag for me.heh.
8 yrs of friendships still going strong and will always be.
As i grow older,i tend to be more observant towards the surrounding.
as who u can rely on and who u can just tick off your friendlist.
it's kinda frustrating when you thought that some1 u can simply rely on turned out to be the opp.
or worst,u're being misjudged by just one mistake without having any chances to defend yourself.
or when u're always being portrayed as the villain while the rest are the victims.
to think all of this were done by those people i used to call 'my friends'.
however,on the brighter side of it,i still have those who accept me for whoever i am..=)
All those that happened throughout this year somehow make my journey of life more wonderful and never will i regret or wish that i could turn back time as i always believe everything that happens has it's own reason and it's all up to individual on how u're going to look at it.
hopefully next year will be a breeze one as well.
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