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♥ Friday, October 27, 2006♥






































to my beloved-bestest cuz in the world, Wan Nurulashikin,
HAPPY 18TH BEZDAE LOVE!
finnaly u'r 18 huh...
dah leh gi tgk M18 movies..
go clubbin same2...lol..

may Allah bless u alwaes...
love u loads..
alwaes noe dat i'm here 4 u..






BLACK&WHITE


♥ Sunday, October 22, 2006♥

look,aku tknk gado ngan ko lg k..
i mean cummore larh..
we're 18 n could think maturely...
aku tahu aku shldnt wrote ystd entry..
ku klau bole tknk blog2 psl org..
tp ku pikir nape klau ko bt semua bole..
tp klau org bt,perang besar..

mmg tkle dinafikan byk ups n downs btw us..
tp knape everytym went wrong,ko mesti nk ungkit2 cite lame..?
y cant u juz let it go??
mmg klau pikir balek,sakit ati..
but klau asyik nk pikir cite2 lame jer,bile nk settle..
ko tk penat eh asyik gado ngan die jer??
klau ko tk penat,kte satu klas yg penat...

semua org ade keburukan masing2..
klau org tegor tu,terime lah..
wlpun sumtym,susah nk terime..
org bising bile ko tk dtg sch psl dorg haf ur interest at heart..
well, it's up 2 u larh nk caye atau tak...
kte bkn nk carik kesilapan ko jer..
bkn ko sorg yg kene tegor..
aku pon kene..
org lain pon kene..
puhlez.,..put a stop to all dis thing..
carry on wif ur lyf..
dun look back...
klau ko tknk kwn ngan die, juz leave her alone..

n to other person,ko pon same..
juz leave her alone..
lyk wat korg slalu ckp 'ku nye suke uh nk bt ape..'
so juz leave each other alone..
jgn nk gado2 lagii..
n stop bitchin abt each other pat blog masing2..
or bombardin each other pat tagboards...
childish larh..
klau tknk bebual ngan each other, tu tk psl..
tp stop korg nye craps k..
the whole class sick of dis..

i'm really sori 4 writin dis..
bt aku tahu korg akn bace blog aku..
biarlah klau korg nk benci aku...
aku tk psl...
bt puhlezz lah..
i beg u gals..put a stop to everytin..
a's really round the corner..
juz concentrate on ur a's..

i'm not being a goody one here..
but it juz dat i'm so sick of all this bitchin n bombardin via blog..
yg lain mungkin tk ckp..so knpae mesti aku sibuk2 nk ckp..
eh hello..aku pon klasmate korg k..
yg lain tu tk ckp,dorg nye psl..
aku syg korg semua..
thou the ups and downs...

again,sincerely apology..
nk benci aku,benci larh.


BLACK&WHITE


♥ Saturday, October 21, 2006♥

hate-taggin seems to be the 'growin trend' nowadays...
n the most funniest part, it was done anonymously..
klau dah tkt, tk pyh nk tag larh..
brani ckp,brani letak name...
n the most stupidest part, used diff names but wif same ip..
ko pikir org tkleh track...

eh puhleez larh..
stop all this freakin irritatin bullshits..
a's is 2 wks awae...
juz concentrate 4 ur a's..
prelims dah lah horrendous..
bukan nk buck up..
org sibuk blaja,die sibuk hate taggin..

i read the ntry..
n tkde pon ckp psl ko..
yg ko nk terase pe cite...
stahu aku, eng ko power kan..
tkkan ntry simple mcm gitu pon leh salah fhm..
tp klau dah sedar diri tu mcm ape yg pat ntry tu,gi do sum reflection larh..
ouh aku lupe plak..u'r not the type yg terime teguran org..

eh semua org ade kelemahan masing2 larh..
sebelum nk tegor org tu, pikir lah diri sendiri tu..
kan dah byk kali zah ckp, kte check balek diri kte..
if org bt kte mcm gitu,mesti ade yg tk kene ngan kte..
ala..lupe lg..ko kan jenis yg tk terime nasihat org...
klau ustazah ko dah brani kuang ajar, ape lg ngan kwn2 kan..

ko asyik ckp die bdk madrasah tp prangai buruk, ko pikir prangai ko baik??
eh puhles lah..
mmg kadang2 prangai die buruk..tp tkdelah sampai nk ckp dah gi umrah tp prangai buruk..
ape hak ko nk ckp mcm gitu??
mcm prangai ko baik...
opps!nanti ko plak ckp prangai aku pon buruk..beh nk ckp byk..

aku igt lg ari tu ko tny knape kwn ***** nk tag ko sedangkan dorg tk kenal ko...
n it's not fair 2 ko..
well skrg knape kwn2 ko nk tag die..sedangkan kwn2 ko tk kenal die??
lain lah klau ko tkde keje lain,asyik bercerite psl die kan..
tu ku tk tahu uh...
well,u see the link of the stories??

aku bet uh...klau ko bace ntry ni, mesti nk bebual psl aku pat blog ko..
nk kutuk aku...
aku mulut kuang ajar..
ko lah yg 'mangse' die..
pastu tny2 bdk skl lame aku psl aku...
nanti ckp uh pat blog ko,dr dulu org dah warn ko psl aku..bla bla bla..
well, suke ati ko lah nak bt pe..
ko kan njoy but mcm gitu...
bile org bebual psl ko pat blog, tk terime..
kecoh satu kampong..
tp bile ko bt, it's justifiable..

nanti keco uh aku side die..
juz becoz die dok sebelah aku,aku side die..
aku mmg suke carik psl ngan ko...
mepek sak..
org ade otak,leh pikir..
org ade ilmu, bole bace dan fhm...

to kwn2 die,klau nk sokong die, nk hate-tag aku..sile kan lah erh..
ahlan wasahlan..
mmg tu keje korg kan..
nk step brani, padahal..padahal...


BLACK&WHITE


♥ Wednesday, October 18, 2006♥

raya's next wk..
n i'm so not lookin 4ward to it..

as ferstly there wont be any cars or to be exact, transportation..except public ones..
since no cars, means haf to walk in those 2 inches heels which i juz dunno how to balance myself on it..

secondly, raya indicates dat a's is really round the corner..
really need to buck up n manage my tym wisely..
or i'll haf to find the director of 'the click' 2 borrow the remote control..

n dis yr raya i'm 'partnerless'..
got no one 2 wear same color outfit..
i'm not tryin to be a pathetic one here..
infact, i njoy every single minute of being single..
bt guess durin raya outin wif mendakian people, i'll haf to entertain myself...
greaaattttt!!


didicazli's ubber hot...
his eyebrows walla...
guys wif thick eyebrows make me wanna go lala..


ikhlas ku nyatakan.
kau yang ku sayangi.
kau yang ku cintai
walau tk mampu ku miliki

ingin ku luahkan.
mungkin suatu hari.
kan terbuka pintu hati
dapat jua kau terima diriku akhirnya.



BLACK&WHITE


♥ Monday, October 16, 2006♥

as u grow older, lyf tend to be full of shit-ness..
indeed it makes u more matured..
but if it happened more than often, dun u tink it's over the limit..


it's funny seeing people to be overfrenly wen u juz get to noe him/her..
but wen u're being urself, they realised 'ouh she's not the type to be in my frenlists..'
they'r the perfect lil angels..while u'r the damn fuggin bratz..
they dun eva bothered to accept u for whoever u r..
they expect u to be lyk sum1 dat can be accepted in their frenlists..
it's so damn sickenin..

n the most funniest n sickenin part,
wen they'r in need of help, they'll talk to u..
budden wen the probz settled, they juz cant be bothered even to say hi..

everyone makes mistakes..
so stop judgin people juz frm their mistakes..
it's ubberly unfair...
try to put urself in dat person position..
u tink dat person njoys makin mistakes n being hated by sum1 who dun even noe her??


BLACK&WHITE


♥ Sunday, October 15, 2006♥

hola..hola...
decided to go online 4 awhile..
muggin 4 a's make me wanna puke..
lol..lyk real...
next wk gonna be my laz wk at maarif...
tym do fly fast...
seems juz like yest i joined maarif..

gonna miss
1.the food..
2. the tiredness of climbin the stairs as maarif's 'liftless'.
3. the mepekness n the keconess in class..
4.the p.e lessons..
5.funny games..
6.silly arguments..
7.dozed off in class..
n the lists could go on....

but on top of everythin, gonna mish my PRE-U2 DARLINGS...



























































































































BLACK&WHITE


♥ Wednesday, October 11, 2006♥

i'm goin on hiatus..
due to the fact dat a's is 3 wks awae...
n intensive study's required...
so guess till i manage to find those precious tym, i shall blog again...
nas:so wan..r u ready to be in love again??
wan:errr...ntah eh...ntah uh..tk tahu uh...


BLACK&WHITE


♥ Monday, October 02, 2006♥

i saw him again laz nyt...*faint*
so dats make dah 2 minggu ku nmpk die...
it's been a yr plus since the laz tym i saw him..
so it's a roller coaster of emotions..

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