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♥ Wednesday, January 31, 2007♥

mentally exhausted..period.
lolz.tk skola pon nk mcm gitu..
guess kinda worried too much abt the miq thingy..
i totally 4got the fact dat i'm the floor manager 4 the taklimat.
nasib jannah igtkan..
thanx gal.

so guess really haf to manage my tym well..
oh no..i'm sucks at it..
anione nk volunteer jd my secretary??
lolz.

juz now was nur's last dae.
having great tym,spending the last moment wif him.
nonono..dun get the wrong idea.
we're just colleagues..
kinda close.
so tink gonna miss him alot.
especially his craps.

n not 4getting, shima's last dae too..
took lotsa pix..
hugged her alot
she's huggable ok.
best hug die..
shima,keep in touch k dear..
saaaayang u!

loving my colleagues even more..
yeay!!

i was told dat HIM was seen wif a bruise near his lips.
oh dear..
really worried.
wat a min!!
i'm supposed to get over him.
chet.


BLACK&WHITE


♥ Sunday, January 28, 2007♥

i love my 4/3 darlings.
i love my pre-u 2 gals.
i love my colleagues.
i love my family.
i love my frens.
i love my cuzzies.

but i'm starting to hate him.
thanx eh 4 making me heartbroken again.
thanx eh 4 making my life colorless again.
thanx eh 4 making me cry again.
maybe it's true wat others alwaes tell me..
u'r not worth it.
i hate u.


BLACK&WHITE


♥ Wednesday, January 24, 2007♥

PERSON ONE]: HIM
1) How long have you known this person?* close to 3 yrs.
2) Where does this person live?* bedok north
3) Why is this person in spot 1?:* *blush*
4) Have you made out with this person?* not yet..lol

[PERSON TWO]: sue
1) Is this person older than you?:* by few months
2) Have you done anything illegal with this person?* lets c...ntah eh..
3) What song(s) remind you of this person?* those metal..
4) Do you trust him/her?:* yar..
5) How did you meet?* work..


[PERSON THREE]: nur
1) What movie reminds you of this person?* ntah eh..
2) Does he/she have any siblings?:* yerp..a big sis n lil bro.
3)How did u meet?* interview at bras basah..
4) Is this person athletic?*r u nur??
5) What do you like most about this person?* his mepekness..he look manenye abg2..padahal..padahal..
6) Has this person ever spent the night at your house?* ape citer seii nk tdo pat uma aku..

[PERSON FOUR]: din...
1) Who is this person's best friend?* urmmm.him n anaf??dunno..
2) Why is this person in your top 6?* coz he's a great fren!
3) When's the last time you saw this person?* 25th nov..lame saa..
4) Does this person have a crush on anyone?* nyehaha...
5) What do you like most about this person?* he's great to talk to..

[PERSON FIVE]: fath
1) Do you know this persons parents?*lyk duh..we grew up together..
2) What type of clothes does this person wear?* feminine..
3) Have you been to his/her house?* countless..
4) What's your favorite memory with him?* too many..
5) Has this person been to your house?* lyk duh..


[PERSON SIX]: farhan
1) What's your favorite thing about this person?* can bully him..yeay!
2) What are this person's hobbies?* msg me..??lol
3) What do you think of this persons boy/girlfriend?* dunno...he alwaes claimed he got taste..so shld be alryt i guess..haha
4) Song that reminds you of this person?* urmm...urmm..
5) How long do you want to stay in touch with this person?* as long as it can be.
6) How did u meet?* thru him n mar..


[ABOUT ALL OF THEM]

Out of your top six who did you last ride with in a vehicle?* sue..

Would 4 and six make a good couple?* they're straight 4 goodness sake!

Who has SEEN you cry?* fath...

Do 2 and 3 like each other?* hahaha..gotta ask them 2mrw..

Which two people on your list are different from the rest?*
sue n nur...corz i gotta c them almost everydae..

Have you hugged anyone in your top 6?* yar..

Have you ever kissed anyone on your top 6?* yar..

Who have you known the longest?* fath..since pri 1...

Who did you last talk to?* nur..

Who did you go to the movies with last?*sue

Who did you comment last?* nur...

Do any of the people have a crush on you?* no comment.


BLACK&WHITE


♥ Monday, January 22, 2007♥

getting better..
looking on thebright side of life..
thanx to those people 4 their concern..so suweet of u guys..
n big thanx to sue for the advices...
really appreciate it..
saayang u all semua...

so ystd,out of boredom went to tp openhouse..
met shaz at small mac n while waitin 4 her,saw daud n chatted wif him 4 awhile..
saw maarfi juniors n it's kinda awkward 4 me a i only wore long sleeves T,jeans n slippers..
slack gilerbab saa..
n pity shaz as she dressed formally,thinking i would do the same thing..
upon reached there,we're greeted by damn loud n frenly people..
met ill n her fren whose name same as mine as in saliha..
both of them kinda lost their sanity as they keep shouting n dancing..
n typical shaz,she joined in..-.-"

kinda fun uh..
the people r damn nice n ubberly frenly..
even the lecturers..
n at school of IT,the students dressed up as several characters..
n the ghosts seems attracted to shaz..
as they keep chasing shaz n scared her out of her wit..lol

met lotsa people..
cute guys...lol..
nisha n amin!!!miss them so much..
bunch of colleagues..
din dol
maarifians..

n the highlight of the dae,HE msged me..
after so long melenyapkan diri..
thou we only talked abt normal stuffs...
but it's more than enuf that i could eva asked 4..
yerp..
i was a happy goober thruout the day..lol..
n maybe thruout the wk..
or month..
hahaha!

k larh..gotta finish up my proposal..
n hopefully 2mrw dat mr-alwaes-step cute-n step hensem- cum to work wif his BLACK hair..


BLACK&WHITE


♥ Saturday, January 20, 2007♥

it's been 3 daes n dat sucky feelings juz refused to go awae..
i may laugh alot at work...
i may joke alot wif fellow colleagues..
i may look happy,cheerful as per normal..
but deep down inside,i'm feeling awful..
n it sucks alot..

i feel lyk everyone turns their backs against me..
i feel lyk everyone starting to give me cold shoulders..

i feel lyk everyone hates me..

it's taking a toll on me..
n i'm getting more n more paranoid..
am i suffering from depression or juz thinkin 2 much??or maybe the menses..?

still rmbr my sis once said, a sign of depression is wen u feels lyk crying even wen u'r listening to a normal song..n dats exactly happened to me twice..
gawd..
even wen i'm bloggin ryt now,tears rolling down my cheeks..
wats happening to me??
i really need to clear my mind..



manusia tk lari dari membuat kesilapan..
namun mengapa kesilapan itu dijadikan sebagai satu alasan untuk menyimpan dendam..


BLACK&WHITE


♥ Saturday, January 13, 2007♥

long tym no updates...
so here it goes..
yest had lunch wif era..
gawd,mish her so much seii...
the moment we saw each toher,240watts smile plastered across our face..
n while walking,she open her arms n we hugged in the middle of mrt tamp..lol
cathed up wif each oother..
filled in our working experience..
n it was damn gd larh..
it would be better if na joined us..
era,next tym kte lunch same2 lg k??ajak na skali uh..confirm keco!!

after work,went to ps wif fellow colleagues..
watched school 4 scoundrels..
quite a nice show..
very funny..
n sue's laughters filled the entire hall..
thruout the show,i was annoyed wif a couple sat behind me..
making out n the legs keep kickng my seat n yasmin's violently..
a couple of cheap people i muz say..
paid $18.90 n a movie hall to make out..
how cheap is dat..
irritating bugerina people...
reached home,talked to sis n watched survivor den slept at nearly 1 am...
n syiqa's having a bad tummyache..
n she refused to go to the toilet alone..
it was damn tiring..

n juz now had to wake up at 8:45..
had our lunch at jalan kayu..
sungguh tidak sedap thosai die...
sent aqil's to woodlands..
went to chinathwon..
did sum shopping at dorothy perkins n OG..
rushed to FMSA office 4 the meeting..
den,went back to chinatown...
did sum shopping again at OG..
leh matii seii mcm ni...

n 2mrw moning,haf to wake early again..
send syiqa 2 her bursary ceremony..
den going to johor sampai mlm...
haizz..
nmpknye tk ter-rest larh ku mcm gini..hmmm...


BLACK&WHITE


♥ Monday, January 08, 2007♥

it's 1:08 pm now n ku blum mandi..lol..
break record seii..
sunday's my lazy dae which i refused to go out on this dae n prefer rotting at home,sleep lyk log..
so dat's basically explained the laziness of me to take a shower..lol.

it's kinda weird,waking up to silence as in no aqil's crying or his baby talks..
he's back to woodlands due to me n mum down wif flu..
yerp..i passed the bug to dearie mum..heh.
n i'm officially starting to miss dat lil kiddo..
so after sent him to his house,we went to this indian bloodline weeding reception..
it's a nice experience thou as i neva went to one b4..
the deco's diff from normal malay wedding reception...
got flying lights n disco balls..
loud n nice hindi songs from live band..-i was having a hard tym,controlling my body from moving to the beat.i keep thinkin 'ni kalau shaz ade,confirm badan tk tahu diam.'
the food rich wif spices n cili padi..!
the relatives in their traditional bling bling clothes..
hotties in their formal qurtas..!
it's damn nice larh attending the wedding...
nk gi lagi!!!!


BLACK&WHITE


♥ Saturday, January 06, 2007♥

due to the cold weather n merciless full blast of aircon in the office,i'm down wif bad flu..
cant stop sneezing..
n 4 those yg kenal me,mesti tahu kan how loud my sneezing is..lol..
so wearing compact doesnt help much as people can still noticed how pale my face is..n not 4getting the red nose of corz..

to look on the bright side of it,it's quite gd thing to be down wif flu.. as there's no nid 4 me to carry dat maha-berat aqil..as i might spread the flu bug to him.lol

so basically,looking forward to next wk as tuesdae gonna be my payday..
but after calculations, i'm only left wif less than 100 as i spent alot during christmas sales..lol.
nvm..next payday on 9th feb..so not dat bad larh..

aqil's getting more cranky n i really pity my mum..
every hour,he woke up n cried..
n he refused to lie down..alwaes nk dukung..
even while having his milk,he refused to baring..nk berdiri's position..peh nye style pon tk fhm..
n the only wae to make him laugh,just say 'aaachoom!'..den he will laugh his arse out..
h's one weird toddler i tell u.


BLACK&WHITE