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♥ Sunday, April 01, 2007♥
but he's just happy,hysterical..
i'm waiting for some kind of miracle..
waiting so long..
eversince i broke up with him 2 yrs ago,this part of song beautiful disaster been playing in my head.i keep asking myself till when i'm going to continue living in denial.it's very hard for me 2 move on.when i've really moved on,i just refused to walk away.
however, i noticed that recently there's a change in myself.
i'm no longer thinking abt him.
i'm no longer brooding over the break up .
i'm no longer reminiscing the pasts.
infact,i've learned to let it go.
i've learned to move on n walk away from it.
i've learned to look on the bright side of everything that had happened.
i've learned to be optimistic.
i'm not talking specifically abt my rlsp.
it also applies to frenships etc.
life has been sucky since last yr.
n if i were to allow emotional to take better control of me,bad things might happen which i dun dare to imagine.
everything that happned has its own reason.
n alhamdulilah,i managed to make it thru thou along the wae,the urge of giving up is very irrisistable.
only those who stick to me thru thicks n thins,accept me 4 whoever i am are my true frens.
as for the rest,i'm grateful that i got the chance to get to know u guys..
w/o realising it,u guys actually made my journey of life more meaningful..
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