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♥ Monday, April 30, 2007♥
too caught up with daily routine of life.
kerje semakin mendakz.
n 2mrw's gonna be wawa's last dae of work.
gonna miss her alot sei.
my confidante.my sista.my great fren.n the list could go on.
bohoo..
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so ystd was miq final.
alhamdulilah.finally settled oredi.
seems just lyk ystd i attend the 1st meeting where i hardly noe everyone there.
still rmbr how i scared n nervous i was wen i get to noe who're my team members.
as i know none of them.
but we get along pretty well n closely bonded.
every session of debrief n meeting,we'll make a pt to sit 2gether as a team.
i learned lotsa things from them.
the jokes.the laughters.the frustrations.
feeling blessed of having the chances to get to noe them.
i love my mnp people to bits n pieces.
same goes to other miq people.
each n everyone of u had filled in my mudane life with ur colorful personalities.
it's a great experience working with u guys.
every single moment that we've shared will alwaes be cherished.
n thanx for making my journey of life more meaningful n beautiful.
saaayng korg semua..!
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looking forward to this tues as preu2s gonna haf our bbq pit.
miss them so much..
too many stories to be shared...
argh!!tk sabar!!!!!!!
BLACK&WHITE
♥ Sunday, April 22, 2007♥
1st of all,a big shoutout to a guyfren of mine,KHAIRUL RIDHWAN
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!!
best wishes to u dear!
to those who know abt it,we r frens now..coolio ryt.lyk finally.
so just now, early in the moning went to west coast park.gerek doks pat sane.but too bad i was damn tired n lyk the only gal.if fida was there,for sure dah buang tebiat.she's lyk my partner in buang tebiat-ing. n as usual,i was the last one to arrive.hurhur.
so while the guys went do the shooting,i became the 'mum' who looked after the bags while the 'boys' were having fun at the playground.i actually dozed off couple of tym despite the damn hot weather.
finished the shooting ard 11 n it kinda pissed me off.i was damn tired n sleepy n i haf to endure long journey from sengkang to west coast n the shooting was lyk less than 2 hrs.haiyoo. budden,after a meal at macdo tros,mcm energetic gitu kan n i was having the 'i-wan-to-go-for-my-retail-theraphy-session' kinda mood.so i went out with mas.it was fun n we actually learnt few stuffs abt each other excluding abt her wif only-miq-people-noe-who.
so mas,next stop,ang mo kio hub aite??=)
i didnt noe that myheritage.com can be used for tudung people until last nyt.
so i tried couple pix of myself.
n the outcomes were damn hilarious.
BLACK&WHITE
♥ Friday, April 20, 2007♥
I'M CHANGING FOR THE BETTER.
so people,give me chance to do so.
i'm struggling ok.
those who r close to me have been supprtive...
while those who really enjoy seeing me breaking down,neva failed in doing so.
n the most funniest part,they keep using my pasts to go against me.
note to them,if u guys njoy so much in finding faults with me,can u guys like use sumthing up-to-date??
arent u guys tired of using n saying the same old thing??
i'm tired u noe.
u guys sound exactly lyk broken records.
n sum of them even willing to go to the extent of making up stories n spread it to others.
bagos larh tu..amalkan slalu.
life would be boring kan w/o any spicy gossips.
n i'm HONOURED to be ur victim.
there's must be sumthing special abt me right dat u guys seems to be jealous of.
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BLACK&WHITE
♥ Tuesday, April 17, 2007♥
n obviously loads of thing happened..
which is lyk super frustrating n irritating n wateva uh.
1st of all,doesnt mean aku temp staff,u can pushed me ard lyk u own the office.
i kept quiet doesnt mean i'm ok with wateva u did to me.
doesnt mean u'r permanent staff,u can happily put ur work on my desk n menambahkan kerje ku yg semmangnye berlambak nk mampos.
doesnt mean aku bt keje cepat,ko leh happy2 suro aku habeskan keje ko.
n stop using the word urgent just to get me to do UR job.
so wat if i'm lyk the only malay in the dept??
cetot betol..
n can u like stop flirting with the new guy wateva his name is??
ngan J pon ko nk menggatal.
stop being so menjeng wif ur fake giggles.
meluat tau tk???
tk pernah seumur hidup aku,aku tgk pompan at ur age menggatal.
n can u lyk wear ur clothes properly.
stop revealing ur brastraps.
u'r not the only one wearing bra.
so save the revealing part.
i'm soo looking forward to this fri as it's gonna be ur last dae.
yessar!!!!
2ndly,i'm so fedup wif this gal who think i'm gonna rampas her guy.
lyk wtf.
hello..i got better things to do...!
i'm just a gd fren to ur guy.
so wassup wifh the hateful looks not only from u but ur frens..??
tk puas hati,say it ryt to my face.
dun go ard n spread stoopid rumours ok.
u'r just being paranoid.
or maybe shld i sae u feel threaten as i'm lyk better than u??(haha.saliha prasan)
eh i'm not dat sort ok.
kesian plak ngan ur guy.
he loves u lyk wat.
n u'r being doubtful towards him.
shldnt u be happy dat he's being honest with u??
by telling u who's his frens..
n u shld noe very well how much ur guy saayang u.
tk fhm aku ngan bdk2 zaman skrg.
n last sat,of all people,i saw HER.
pe cite saa nk kac aku dat hateful look of urs..
cite lame sei.
n tkde kene mengene ngan ko pon.
so tkmo jd extra uh.
aku ngan org tu pon dah tk contact.
we've moved on with our lyf.
so i suggest u do the same k.
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after so long menghilang diri,finally got the chance to bebual wif nur.
miss dat mr-alwaes-step-cute.
*reminiscing those working daes*
hahakz.
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so on labour day,gonna have bbq cum gathering with the preu2s.
it's less tthan 3 wks awae..
n blum lg terplan.
every1 busy wif their own stuffs.
korg tkmo bt prangai eh.
aku dah mcm budak belo gi book pit using dat stoopid axs machine.
as much i wan n looking forward to the pit,i noe u gals pon mcm gitu.
so lets haf fun sebelum semua dah start sch balek ok.
ok best!!
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BLACK&WHITE
♥ Monday, April 09, 2007♥
workloads been increasing at rapid rate.
sungguh memenatkan.
it's so stressful.
sumym it makes me wanna scream:'dats it!!i had enuf.'
but think abt it...dats sooo unprofessional of me..
so ystd was miq quarterfinal.
it was true indeed wen they said temper tend to flare during the quiz.
i was scolded by 'pakcik' for dunno how many times.
but nvm.
i was xtra clumsy ystd n while at work,cnnot be emotional.
so tkpelarh.
next wk,i swear i'm gonna behave n keep my mouth shut.
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eversince aisya came back from her camp at sp,she cant stop telling me ghoststories..
being a big tym scardycat,of corz i tend to be xtra paranoid n freak out easily even over small thingy.
as mnp incharge of the slides thingy,we sat at the backstage.
n there's toilet.
so wen i badly need the toilet,i keep telling the others dun eva dare to switch off the light.
corz i'm sooo gonna scream on top of my lung n dun gif a damn whether ade quiz ke tk.
so i didnt close the toilet door but of corz i did close the cubicle door ok!
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so 2mrw aisya's back to sch..
n i'm soo envy of it.
i badly wanna go back to sch.
tired of working life.
so NUS & NTU people,if u happened to come across this entry,pls pretty pls accept my applcation..!
i'm soo deprived of schlife.
now..how pathetic is dat??
BLACK&WHITE
♥ Monday, April 02, 2007♥
since i dun haf fai's no,they called me using fai's hp n played stoopid prank on me.
fai:hello...saliha ade...?
me:yar..ni saliha..sape tuu?
fai:ni mohd syazwan uh...
me:huh??syazwan mane plak??
fai;syazwan miq..
me:huh??mepek larh
fai:betol...i nk kenal2 ngan u leh tk??
me:very funny...where the hell u got my no??
fai:dr kwn u larh..i nk kenal2 ngan u ni..
me:betol2 larh..this is not funny at all..
fai:betol...
me:sape larh ni???!
fai:ni safwan...
me:pala ho..mule2 syazwan..pastu safwan..
fai:bole larh..
me:wai..u snd familiar..
fai:really??lyk who..
me:wait..ni faisal kan???
fai:faisal??laki mane plak ni u kenal??
me:eh if u still wanna continue wif this stoopid jokes of urs which u must find it funny but i don,den i'm gonna hang up.
fai:eh!!eh!!chill..ni faisal larh..haha
me:cetot!!i knew it!!
najib:hi darling....
me:kuang asam korg...so not funny at all..
fafa:hello..
me;sape plak ni??
fafa:ali..
me:ali mane plak??
fafa;ali baba
me:hahaha..klakarnye..
fai:eh saliha..hahah
me:i'm soo gonna kill u guys..
fai:hahah..sorry larh..haha
me:korg mmg..
fai:k larh..take care
me:iye.bye
seriously they're bunch of my insanities..
gonna miss them since they're not working at ntuc income animore..except najib
haizz
so aisya's goin for her 4d3n camps 2mrw..
may sound funny,but gonna miss her.
nomore bitching feast b4 going to sleep..
dammit.
i tot he's the one for me..
but too bad,he likes sum1..
nvm..
lookng on the bright side of it..
=)
BLACK&WHITE
♥ Sunday, April 01, 2007♥
but he's just happy,hysterical..
i'm waiting for some kind of miracle..
waiting so long..
eversince i broke up with him 2 yrs ago,this part of song beautiful disaster been playing in my head.i keep asking myself till when i'm going to continue living in denial.it's very hard for me 2 move on.when i've really moved on,i just refused to walk away.
however, i noticed that recently there's a change in myself.
i'm no longer thinking abt him.
i'm no longer brooding over the break up .
i'm no longer reminiscing the pasts.
infact,i've learned to let it go.
i've learned to move on n walk away from it.
i've learned to look on the bright side of everything that had happened.
i've learned to be optimistic.
i'm not talking specifically abt my rlsp.
it also applies to frenships etc.
life has been sucky since last yr.
n if i were to allow emotional to take better control of me,bad things might happen which i dun dare to imagine.
everything that happned has its own reason.
n alhamdulilah,i managed to make it thru thou along the wae,the urge of giving up is very irrisistable.
only those who stick to me thru thicks n thins,accept me 4 whoever i am are my true frens.
as for the rest,i'm grateful that i got the chance to get to know u guys..
w/o realising it,u guys actually made my journey of life more meaningful..
BLACK&WHITE