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♥ Friday, March 30, 2007♥
as i was ironing my clothes 4 work,i noticed that there's nothing on the stove.
me:buuuuk.tkde bekal eh???
mum:baba tadi gi keje awal larh.
so as i was getting ready 4 work.....
me:dik,tkde bekal tau...
sis:huh???asl???
me:ibu ckp baba td gi keje awl.agaknye last min..
sis:last min apenye.dr semlm pe baba dah tahu kene gi keje awl.
me:wat????haiz.
BLACK&WHITE
♥ Wednesday, March 28, 2007♥
i actually didnt send in my o'lvl cert n they're processing my application.
so i had to send it by that nite.
gawd..!
nervous,scared,excited,touched all rojak jadi satu.
i dunwan to put my hopes too high.
bt hopefully,my application successful.
crossing all my fingers.
so last sun went to aloha loyang.
it's julie's besdae n 3 of JDI were there.
they didnt dance thou.
they came corz basically they're julie's frens.
klau me,i'll force them to dance especially for me b4 dorg balek.
nyehaha.
2mrw, gonna be another 'dressing up' dae for us.
higher authority people gonna pay visit to our office.
so proper attires.no spiky hairs.no 'traffic light-colors' hair.opps.
jgn dorg buih lagi sudah eh.
dr dat dae seii..ckp nk dtg..org dah dress up semua.abe tk dtg.chet
bt sakit kaki jer pakai heels.
kinda uncomfortable seii pakai formal clothes.
make me look older.
so dunwan to look like that.
unlike some people proudly telling others,they prefered to look older than their ages.
have u guys ever heard the song papa jahat by the fabulous cats?
well,if i'm not mistaken it's abt the couple thingy..
n my mum actually thought the song is abt the singer's parents.
corz the term of mama n papa were used in the song.
kekek saaa my mum..
as mentioned in previous ntry,kerje makin mendak.
so to refrain myself from falling asleep,i alwaes tune in to fiza o show.
big mistake..
she made me laugh my arse out lyk insane gal.
i keep snorting;trying very hard to control my laughters.
n fadz keep asking me to keep quiet.
n just now,wen i was laughing like wat ,dear manager walked pass me.
n she gave me the question look.harhar.
sooo in love with this songs..very the sexy...
BLACK&WHITE
♥ Sunday, March 25, 2007♥
it was qualifying round for miq at mad aljunied.
gawd..the classroom damn pathetic saa..
dah tahu we're gonna use 6 classrooms,gi larh kemas.
ni mcm tongkak pecah.
tk malu ker org lua nmpk.
haiyoo..
den ard 1 plus,met iffah at mrt bugis.
off went to orchard,met fahmi n woon.
reached orchard hotel exactly 2:30.
n gawd,the seminar's waeee tooo mendak..haisyh.
me,iffah n fahmi had convo letter instead of pay attention to the seminar.
corz all the impt stuff can be found on the website.
n we cant stop thinking abt the food as we're damn hungry..
so during teabreak,we're lyk bunch of somalia people,mkn mcm ape sei..
especially fahmi.
but atleast kte tk seterok mane ok.
got this one lady,she took lotsa of the delicacies,till sum of it berterabor.
being typical kepo fahmi,die action tolong .haha
N being typical woon,she took the free gifts.ALOT.
free gifts on empty seats pon die bedal.
N highlight of the dae,fahmi so-called got locked in the toilet cubicle!haha
he claimed to haf difficulties with the lock.lol.
den after dat,met adik,shaz n hafiz.
had bitching feast as usual.
den saw couple of waktong people.
fadhil n thariq.
bottomline,thou it's kinda hectic,but i still enjoyed myself.
corz i got to meet my 4/3 darlings;iffah n fahmi.
den also gotta meet my darling,shaz.
n not 4getting my beloved woon.
n of corz miq people especially my team.
MNP rawks!yeayness!
k people,it's a wrap!
BLACK&WHITE
♥ Tuesday, March 20, 2007♥
splurged lagi larh ko wano.
i better start saving up b4 my mum knows abt it.
if she does,slamat larh.
who knows,out of anger she slaughter me,cut into tiny lil pieces then feed to stray dogs.
or maybe wen the food rations are low,she use my meat for her dishes.
wicked.
nanti leh masok true files.
cool.
k mepek.
so just now mym n dad had this silly convo which mum actually said that me n sis still haf big interest in studies n she wonders wen we'll get married as she got married to my dad at the age of 21.then dad said,he's more worried abt my lil sis,aisya..scared no1 will be interested in her.
hahakz.
dad,u shld worry abt me too..
as u can see dat this precious daughter of urs will be turing 19 in 5 months time.
sooner,her age will starts with ugly 2 n there wont be any 'teen' sound at the end.
she's still hurt by wat happened 2 yrs ago n it gonna takes her quite some times for her to get over it.
and to make thing worst,nobody actually wants her.
or maybe she's too choosy?
BLACK&WHITE
♥ Monday, March 19, 2007♥
i did lotsa thinking b4 went to sleep actually.
i really wanna see him happy.
so if he thinks he can find happiness with the gal,then i'm fine with it.
as long he's happy,i'm happy too.
may their rlsp last long.=)
BLACK&WHITE
♥ Sunday, March 18, 2007♥
gawd.
well,this is not the 1st time he get attached after we broke up.
but i cant help it to be sad ok.
u guys just dun understand it.
it's easier to say than rather get it done.
feeling like crying..
but i musnt do so.
shldnt let emotion takes better of me.
*breath in**breath out*
too many things happned lately.
sum1 wrote in his blog 'i still love Wan Nur Saliha'
den at the same time,he said he just realised he's falling in love with sum1.
like wtf saa.
i really hate it.
to him,pls stop all of this.
n to make thing worse,he just now called me,telling me he's meeting her budden couldnt get thru.
eh,u know very well how much i loathe her.
n yet u got the cheek to ask me how to get thru her.wth.
yar.i rmbr i once told u i dun mind if u wanna talk abt her.
but u took advantage of it.
really uh.
make a choice; me or her.
even if u chose me also,i dun think things will eva be the same.
i really hate wen guys have to make a choice btw 2 gals.
even as a fren.
call me mean or selfish.
i dun care.
i have enough of everything.
then dis one one prasan jibon thinking i LOVE just because i called him dear.
lyk wth.
i call everyone dear or darling
it's my habit of calling people.
siak uh.
aku tk kenal ko sgt,nk in love ngan ko?
hello..get a life dude!
most guys nowadays are irritating specimens.
they either abused gals emotionally or physically.
hopefully i dun turn into a lesbo one dae.
argh!!!
BLACK&WHITE
♥ Saturday, March 17, 2007♥
it's 16th march oredi n i still havent get my cca records.
n the support documents that HAVE to be sent to the U is still on hold because of it.
arghhh!!!!
izit so hard 4 u gals to fill it in??
n y in the 1st place,those cca records were misplaced.
of all things,OUR cca records.
n they didnt inform us earlier.
soooo frustrating larh.
some people at my working place seems to be clueless wen cum to basic toilet etiquettes.
it's sooo irritating n sickening.
it's like my working place kebykkannye adults.
youngest pon 17..
n ystd,i saw with my own eyes this one middle-aged lady got out from the cubicle.
n while takin tissue i happend to look at the toilet bowl.
omg,she didnt flush the used tissues down!!
so sickening saa..
n there's this one incident when sum1 actually vommitted n just left it lyk dat.n it's all over the floor.
n those people who shitted,dunno how to clean the stain of their shit.
n the list could go on..
gawd..!
it's an office larh 4 god damn's sake!
BLACK&WHITE
♥ ♥
as zits n pimple seems getting more merciless,i practically dragged every1 to watson.
so fadz accompanied me,looking for the suitable acne products while the others ntah bt ape.
as we're approaching the cashier,najib suddenly said'kakak..nk chewgum.'
i was cluess initally.
den he said..nk orange nye uh..eh tk tk...chocolate.
den i was like finally got wat he meant.
they're talking abt condoms.!
omg..
n to make thing worse,it's a malay lady who's at the cashier counter.
paisey,i said'siak uh korg.stop it sei..'
n faisal said'kakak jahaaat..'(u noe like those dirty line, 'papa jahaat.')
thanx uh eh!
memalukan aku mmg kerje no satu korg.haiyoo..
they're lyk my insanities n alwaes crack me up with their stupidities n craps.
and they do love to get me caught in awkward situations all the time.
BLACK&WHITE
♥ Thursday, March 15, 2007♥
ADIK!!!NK BLOGSKIN BARU!!
so out of boredom,i actually try2 to make a blogskin on my own.
eh i'm capable of doing it ok.
cume lazziness overruled everything.
so while uploading pixs at photobucket,i browsed thru old pix.
n while doing so,i actually came across pix of him.
gawd.n it makes me miss him even more.
haiz..bile larh mau game.
argh!!!!
so najib got the job at ntuc income.
haizzz..makin suke larh adik aku jumpe die everydae.
najib,if u'r reading this,adik aku suke ko ok.
haha..k dik..dah tk pyh nk sembunyi2..
harharhar
BLACK&WHITE
♥ Tuesday, March 13, 2007♥
guess due to got nuting much to do.
while finance people relax,shook our legs,
phupdate people were so busy trying to hit the target.
=))
2mrw's gonna take a day off..
need to go to maarif for the cca records.
so basically i've applied for NTU & NIE/MOE.
so if i were to be shortlised,i'll become a training teacher b4 sign bond with NIE.
nervous,scared all mixed up.
i badly wanna continue my studies.
schlife's more gerek rather than workinglife k.
sayang..
mengapa ini terjadi..
aku tk sanggup lagi untuk menghadapi..
BLACK&WHITE
♥ Sunday, March 11, 2007♥
really informative..
had wide choices despite being limited to faculty of arts & social science.
so NTU gonna be my 1st choice.
hopfully i'll get enrolled into it..
insya allah.
=)
after quite sometym,adil called me last nyt.
catched up with each other.
i really miss that anak.
eversince dah tk mendaki,tros dah jarang meet.
guess too caught up with each other's life.
k dah.PENAT.
BLACK&WHITE
♥ Tuesday, March 06, 2007♥
yest, went to suntec city with nad,yanali,na & era.
so after dat,me n nad went to haf our super late lunch at BK while yana went to tamp.
it's been quite some tym since the last tym went out just the 2 of us.
made fool of ourselves,joked,gossiped.
so after much 'pujuks' from nad,i bought this from C & K.
i'm lyk so tired to wearing heels n shoes..
have to let my feet breath b4 they suffocate to death.k.dats so random.
no larh.on top of it,i'm so-called have the height.so wearing heels will only makes me look no diff from bamboo stick.then i'll start to be so paranoid n self-concious.
bought couple of tops at S & K..
n nad said i buy not wat i need but wat i want..
well wen u'r frustrated,u wont be able to think twice right.
den just now during lunch,bought dress at S & K..
thanx to aisya for influence me to buy it..
after work,went to city chain n bought this...
n after dat,i really feel guilty abt splurging alot.
n najib asked lotsa questions n made me realised how thrifty i am.
oh gawd.n i was n still so paisey.
so i keep telling faisal n aisya to shout 'NOOOO!!' everytym i wanna buy sumthing.
but to think of it,skali skale ape salahnye.hehe.
BLACK&WHITE
♥ Saturday, March 03, 2007♥
passed but wif poor grades.
i can still apply for local U.
but the chances are slim.
especillay if u'r happened to be a baby dragon.
so i'm considering of enrolling into NIE.
but i'm not soo sure.
1st,i'm not so keen in making teaching as my career.
2nd,i'm not dat patience with kids.
3rd,the thought of enduring 'bau telor' is like omg.
so the hp keep beeping with msgs.
n only certain i replied.
whereas yg lain tu,i'm soo sorry.
just not in the mood to talk abt my results.
i would be lying if i said i'm not sad.
infact,kinda dissapointed wif myself.
but to think of it,ni semua da ditetapkan.
n i strongly believe,wateva yg Allah dah tetapkan is 4 my own good.
it just the mtter of time b4 i come to term with it.
so yeah,i'm fine.
no more crying.
no more tears.
so people,thanx 4 the concern yar.
n to my pre-u darlings,dont be disheartened by the results k.
we've tried our best.
n congrats to u gals 4 able to make it thru.
n all the best for wateva decision u gals gonna make k.
BLACK&WHITE
♥ Thursday, March 01, 2007♥
reached work late.
monitor prefer to hibernate rather than being switched on.
misintepret joshua's instruction.
got scolded by sickening customer.
n most of the gerekz people's last dae of working.
the office wont be the same w/o them.
dah tkde org who's gonna make fun of my sneezing.
dah tkde org gonna ask me to to kubur everytym merajok.
dah tkde org nk stick my tongue out 2.
dah tkde org nk kacau2.
n the list goes on.
haizzz...
note to them,
nice knowing u guys..
thou it just 4 a few months,but heck cares.
we still get along pretty well.
all the best in everything u do aite.
n we must keep in touch no matter wat ok.!
last bt not least,SAAAAYANG U ALL SEMUA!
BLACK&WHITE