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♥ Saturday, January 20, 2007♥

it's been 3 daes n dat sucky feelings juz refused to go awae..
i may laugh alot at work...
i may joke alot wif fellow colleagues..
i may look happy,cheerful as per normal..
but deep down inside,i'm feeling awful..
n it sucks alot..

i feel lyk everyone turns their backs against me..
i feel lyk everyone starting to give me cold shoulders..

i feel lyk everyone hates me..

it's taking a toll on me..
n i'm getting more n more paranoid..
am i suffering from depression or juz thinkin 2 much??or maybe the menses..?

still rmbr my sis once said, a sign of depression is wen u feels lyk crying even wen u'r listening to a normal song..n dats exactly happened to me twice..
gawd..
even wen i'm bloggin ryt now,tears rolling down my cheeks..
wats happening to me??
i really need to clear my mind..



manusia tk lari dari membuat kesilapan..
namun mengapa kesilapan itu dijadikan sebagai satu alasan untuk menyimpan dendam..


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